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    December 29

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    好久不来写日志
    换了新的电脑
    终于可以快一点，应付ＭＳＮ的慢
    电脑里一片空白，我在想，人的脑子是不是也可以一片空白呢？
    失眠了...
    最近经常会失眠，也许是压力的缘故，经常做零碎的梦，醒来就很难入睡
    最近准备真正的迈出校门，还是会有惶恐
    虽然以前有做过很多工作，基本上也是半个身子扎在社会里
    可是这次，完全不同，是完全没有一个让你回头的地方了
    不可以失败，没有重新来的机会，不再可以说对不起，不会有人原谅你
    一片空白的感觉还是不好的
    因为我实在不喜欢输，我害怕失去
    失去了太多精神上的安慰，让我对物质有自己都无法明白的欲望
    虽然金钱不是一切，但是它却可以给你一份精神无法提供的安全依赖
    给自己的精神支柱一个保障，父母，家庭，责任
    有时候觉得自己累心，干吗活的像个救世主，给自己加那么多责任，义务
    可是，自己所向往的生活对于家庭来说，是一种伤害，而家庭对于我也是无法割舍的依恋
    所以，还有什么好抱怨的呢？
    担负起自己决定选择的一方，努力向前走
     
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    Doris球儿wrote:
    虹姐，你终于更新了啊~又能看到你写下的东西，好幸福呢！
    最近没怎么联系，看了你的日志感觉你过得并不怎么好......
    愿一切顺利，注意身体啊！
    新年快乐，一切都有个好的开始！
    相信你！一直会为你祈祷祝福的！
    加油噢~：）
    Jan. 1

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